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Apologies.

Random picture found somewhere in this computer. The three looked so young.

So on everyone's blogs, i see the amount of dread comcerning school tmrw. Why oh why, does Spore have so much emphasis on education. But 90% of the cool kids in town hate it. Come on, who does well in something they dont even enjoy doing? Talk about, work. Half the time we're forced to do them, we whine and complain. But none of the bigger people care. So everyone, it's time to listen to each other. Lets make this world a less dreadful place to be in.

I wanted to delete this blog. I was actually just about to. Not sure why i had the sudden urge to actually, i was probably sick and tired of explaining what i type about here to everyone. But yet again, if i delete the outlet of my anger, then i'll be found dead within days. Hah, joke.

Talk with Jiahui last night. Some how it's easier for me to trust her with things. Easier for me to talk to her, to tell her, and to somehow ask her what i should be doing right. Like they say, your closest friends are the ones that are a part of you. Thanks babe, the talk last night helped me out a whole lot. :D

So since the new term is up, my priorities are as follows(in random order):
1. Cheer! At least till next thursday.
2. School. Gotta catch up on whatever i've missed last term.
3. Family time. I havent seemed to be really bonding with family much. Times like this you wish your mum nagged.

Thats about all, go out less Marie Lee. My only memory of this holiday is going out and cheer. Bad start.

Last night, i couldnt sleep. I laid on my bed and thought of you.

Learn to forget.

I'm on the verge of going mad.
Dont you know how much this hurts me?

I try to do it right this time around.

I was skinnier back then really. i'm missing choir again. ): I'll have to go over to the primary school to pass Mrs Sim my uniform. The juniors are wearing it, and damn it this makes me feel so old. Meanwhile, i'm super exicted to go back tmr. Oohlala, excitement. :D Looking at that picture, i think i've grown. Loads older.

I'm going shopping with Mum later on, shopping with mummy means money and clothes. Oh seer joy. :D Didnt manage to get my bagpack ytd. I'm so sad i tell youu. ): Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne is so annoyingly cute. Haha, the video's even funnier. It's Thursday and i'm not even half way through my homework. This suckssss. !#$!!!@#

Roar! Goes the Lion.

If it hurts you, it'd hurt me three times more.

They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it goin' on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see
That you're the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Cause you're looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine, the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me

She's no you, oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you, oh, no
I'm satisfied with the one I got
Cause you're all the girl
That I ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you, she's no you

They got a lotta girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you

I just has to type out all these sweetsweet lyrics. Gahh, this song makes me want to cry i tell you. So anyway the hols have started. There's cheer loads of work and stuff. But i still make time for hanging out. (: Dad bought his new Sony MP3 from the IT fair that day. He's so obsessed i tell you, he's never ever leaving it. He's like blasting it super loudly with the gadget's so called, 'specail earphones'. I swear my dad does not act his age, getting excited over some gadget. I'D SAY, TECH-GEEK.

Goodbye, love.

POP! Goes my heart.

Hello, blog readers! I had great fun today. But i'm not gonna type it all out. I mean, who would wanna read right? They'd prolly skip the whole paragraph and read the signing off, HAWHAWHAW. Okay so anyway, we 'tanned', played with sand, and found sand in our pants. Like seriously, how do they get there? I met mum at Toapayoh Mrt today when i was on the way home, told her about my day and she said, 'Girls cry easily, they are best at that.' Like mummy?! What are you talking about?

Dont be sad YM, you deserve so so MUCH MORE. Iloveyou! And Jiaher, dont care bout what happened today. We be strong and fight the non-righteous. Yeahhh, to hell with them mann. :DD

I just felt like i was talking to myself, okay heck. Did i mention i like eating humchingbeng? It's the bomb people, like really. I dont quite know howta sepll it though, its cantonese. There's cheer tmr, St Pat's perfromance on Sunday and cheer for the rest of the week, i dont think i'll make it for cheer everyday. It's too hectic. I have so much homework for the holiday, ohgod. I dont want to do them. It's a friggin' holiday, give ME a break.

You guys should watch Music and Lyrics, it's bloody nice and romantic. : D Just the way i like it. YeahHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ohmy, it's getting late and i'm getting mad. This wont do! Ohwells, gotta choreograph some steps now.

Marie Lee, OUT!

So what do i go to school for?

ROAR! School's been a tragic bore. Results suck, teachers suck and everything in school sucks. Seriously, arent the teachers supposed to like encourage us to do better or smth? Instead of bringing us down time and time again? Ohgod, this is so annoying. So as you can see from the first few sentences of my post, today didnt go well. Flunked CAs, failed one subject so far. But the rest are just borderline passes. So guess which subject i flunked? Science. I studied so hard for crying out loud. Proves the point that hard work not necessarily pays off yeah?

Man, i hate this. Lunch with Shalyn, Rachael and Steph today. So practically throughout the whole of today we were discussing about what to wear on friday. Like over and over again. Rachael, we're all not wearing bikinis btw. :D Haha, that girl is insisting on us showing our mid-drifts. No thanks, really. Not when i'm going through this everlasting phase of my life, having the mindset that i'm ohsovery fat. I'd have to admit it sadly, i am fat. And i know that you people out there are just out to make me feel worse about myself, this time i'm way stronger. No crying, no more sudden tears. Yeah, so watch me. Watch me grow skinnier. Wayy skinnier. I can SO SO do this. Food sucks, food sucks, food sucks. Food is so disgusting and fattening. This isnt working. Oh gosh. ):
Sometimes i feel like bursting out in tears but i cant. ):

CHEER UP STEPHANIE LIAU. WE'LL BE HERE OKAY?

I dont know why youve become such a BASTARD.

Guardian Angel.

I'm bored. It's stay home sunday. Bloody youtube people dont wanna upload the last episode of Hana Kimi. I'm depressed. Lets post some pictures to keep us going!







SITI(hello Nut), keeps calling me an Ahlian. I swear and that all because i think that the Hana Kimi guy is superly hot. I'll slap her yknow. Now Siti says i'm half meenah half ahlian. I swear she cant stop teasing me. I STILL THINK THE GUY FROM HANA KIMI IS DAMN HOT LAH.

Ugh damn it! I'm obsessed! Ohgosh, yknow this isnt good at all. I have no mood for school tmrw. Someone save me, i'm SO AWFULLY SICK. And the only way for me to recover, is more Kdrama and taiwanese drama. Oh hooray! : DDDD

Dream come true.

HANA KIMI! THAT'S LIKE THE.BOMB. And besides why miss out on an ohsohot guy like Wu Chun, Wu Zun, Wu Cun. Or smth like that, i'm not too sure though. I've never been into taiwanese dramas. Cos i thought they were stupid and senseless. But something stuck me! Thats the bloody lead role's face. Omggg, how hot can he get. He's gorgeous. Like gahh. I sound so euw. Okay marie, stop.


I still think he's super hot. (Though i admit there's something wrong with his nose. Nobody's perfect right? OMGG.)

I think i flunked my CAs, too late to care, anyway. Next four days of school will be spent a slack, i dont think i'll have the mood to listen anyway. So i guess it's just awaiting wonderfull holidays for the rest of the week. : D

Have you ever felt alone? Like though youre surrounded with a thousend people, but somehow that something that's missing, makes you feel so alone. Then have you ever felt like giving everything up? Shouting to the world how you really feel inside without caring about how they think? Or maybe being the fatest girl in the world and yet leave home with the sexiet clothes and prettiest makeup, without having people say, 'Hasnt she looked in the mirror?' And having look into the mirror without saying 'Ohgod, I look fat. I shall get it changed'. Have you ever doubted yourself esteem? Have you every doubted if you were really strong enough to withstand all that the onlookers are pinpointing at you? And then again, you've never been that strong. But you were strong at hiding how you really felt inside.

Not a emo post whatsoever, just some self reflection. I'm fine, really. So dont ask yeah.

I beg it's not over.

It's pretty sad how everything ends so quickly, like how danceworks ended. Ah, screw this. I dont wanna blog bout this.

This stupid feeling doesnt go away. I want to cry, now!

Marie's a big girl, and big girls don cry. So we wont be sore losers and cry over split milk, we must be strong and face reality. I'm taking this SO well.

I'm so free now, i stay back to study. Not to dance, meanwhile i'm looking forward to Wednesday cause there's the St Pat's performance rehersal! Oh yayness. No more dancewroks means no more dance and that also means fat. Oh god, damn it.

I flunked history and mothertongue. Okay, i know youre not suprised so just shutup and stop gloating cos you did better. Gosh, damn it. I'm back to this, eateateat lifestyle now. Most probably, i'll be spending my day eating and sobbing over stupid things, hah. Loser! Got Nicholas Spark's True Believer today. Sounds like good stuff. Hopefully the book'll keeep me far away from pigging out.

I'm sorry if you've mistaken me for something i didnt do, i'd gladly make myself clear that i dont know anything you dont want me to know. Though i dont know what is it youre trying to hide. I wish you'd initiate to talk things out.

Dont blame me if i say i'm not over you.

Sore feet.

I cant stop seeing trees. I need this to stop before my eyes go green. Plus the happy feet song is tapping in my head. Ew, this sucks. I'm gonna sue whoever came up with that bloody trail thingaling. It should've just rained, then we wouldnt have walked. Now i regret not taking the three-day MC. I'm so tired my eyes are on the verge of closing.

Sore feet, aching shoulders and tearing bloodshot eyes, this couldnt get worse.

Pitifully yours,
Marie <3

Fevour

I call it sisterhood.


Still cant figure out why Esterlina decided to dress her daughter up as a chinadoll. My cousin and her goofy ideas, it's CNY anyway! But boyyy, aint she adorable? She makes me wanna pinch her cheeks out. *Evil Laugh :D


Little picture of Cousins, Sisters and basically family.

I'm absent from school, once again. After a public holiday. My eye hurts and the doctor gratned me an MC. It's really the first time i actually wanna be in school. Wednesdays are the most slack, and we have nice long lunch breaks. ): And i'm missing all of that. Tmrw's the hike at some hill in spore. It's Bukit Timah i think, then it's dance after that. I dont want to imagine how tired i'll be. ):

There's dance today, i'm still considering if i should go, competition so near and stuff. But on the other hand i'm so afraid i'll get caught. I'll just prolly fix up and excuse saying " I felt so much better later in the morning, so i decided i'd come for my CCA" Hah, good one right? All hail the art of lying. :D

And so as i'm typing out this post, i'm tearing. Non-stop, the sty in my eye just irritates the hell outta me. So there's this cream thing that i was precribed to use. And i'm directed to squeeze it into my eyelid. Well not that i havent done it before, but it's harder this time cause the sty's bigger and more swollen. Now, see the pain i'm put through? : //

Coke cans of love,
Marie <3

Summer nights.

So it's cheena new year! Okay, this year was okay. Kinda boring though. Like other years. I didnt really have the chance to actually look forward to it. Cause of danceworks and all. It's pretty hectic i must say. CNY gets me thinking, about kinship and all. All that everyone says is most important.Not that i disagree, but that when i see all the three of us(Both my sisters and I) dread going to that one aunty's house, i kinda get guilty. Fact is, we dont like her that much. For being sucha snob and all, but actually i think we should learn to tolerate. And so we did this year, though we just sat there and said nothing. What more could we say? With her oh-so-perfect life, perfect husband, and two perfect and smart sons. God is unfair.

And guess what, i realised i forgot to take the Catholic Welfare Tickets outta the house, TODAY. And that pretty much means i have to buy the whole donation booklet. Ah, heack. FOR A GOOD CAUSE PEOPLE. School starts tmrw. I dont if thats a good thing, considering that i just had a good long break and i'm kinda lazy to get back to school mode. But having school means losing weight! And losing all those persistant blobs that i've gained this CNY. Now enough with the goodies Marie Lee.

I lied, i told mum i'd completed my homework. But i'm actually looking forward to copying everything tmr. Hah, i know. It's so typical of me. Ohmy, hopefuly she doesnt read blogs. My template's kinda dead. But i guess i'm sticking to this. No tagboard whatsoever. No links. But you guys could comment though. I'm kinda lazy for all the tag board shit. And perhaps these blogskins are good for a change. Havent been reading much, gotta get down to bussiness. With danceworks this week, and CAs the next, i hardly have anytime for anything. I need a time manager, if there even is such a thing.

Time for some Sweedish Bitter, soothe the throat yall.
LATERRR. <3

For the coming, and the meeting of tomorrow.

I'm sadly, not in a very chinese new year-y mood right now. So i shant blog about new year, not until the second day gets past. So its goodies, goodies more goodies. Ohgod, how fat can i get. Come on yall, lets burn the scale.

"Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others; deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more. "
Alfred Tennyson.

Oh god, i dont think anyone can ever write like that anymore. He is a god yall.

Danceworks is coming so so soon, i doubt we're prepared, really. I'll just keep praying we'll do our best. We can do this Pulchritude! : D

Say, hey!

I'm in school now, having animagine. Everyone's slacking away, no one's done their story boards. And no one cares. Sheesh.

Weight issues, i guess everyone goes through them sometime in their life. it's just whether things get serious a not. i've always been obsessive about these things, i believe it's in the genes. I guess, i live to lose weight yknow. Like seriously, i've always been trying to get on diets and stuff. This sucks, i dont wanna be yellow. One try, i'm filled with guilt. And crying over weight issue just makes me feel stupid, like totally. Vanity? It's all on the outside, but thats what people see right? That was people use to judge you, and thats what will be you. What people will think of you. I guess.

Kim is talking to this i-dont-know who guy, and they dont know each other. Ohgod, how scary.

I have to go now, moving on.

Say, hey!

I'm in school now, having animagine. Everyone's slacking away, no one's done their story boards. And no one cares. Sheesh.

Weight issues, i guess everyone goes through them sometime in their life. it's just whether things get serious a not. i've always been obsessive about these things, i believe it's in the genes. I guess, i live to lose weight yknow. Like seriously, i've always been trying to get on diets and stuff. This sucks, i dont wanna be yellow. One try, i'm filled with guilt. And crying over weight issue just makes me feel stupid, like totally. Vanity? It's all on the outside, but thats what people see right? That was people use to judge you, and thats what will be you. What people will think of you. I guess.

Kim is talking to this i-dont-know who guy, and they dont know each other. Ohgod, how scary.

I have to go now, moving on.

Say, hey!

I'm in school now, having animagine. Everyone's slacking away, no one's done their story boards. And no one cares. Sheesh.

Weight issues, i guess everyone goes through them sometime in their life. it's just whether things get serious a not. i've always been obsessive about these things, i believe it's in the genes. I guess, i live to lose weight yknow. Like seriously, i've always been trying to get on diets and stuff. This sucks, i dont wanna be yellow. One try, i'm filled with guilt. And crying over weight issue just makes me feel stupid, like totally. Vanity? It's all on the outside, but thats what people see right? That was people use to judge you, and thats what will be you. What people will think of you. I guess.

Kim is talking to this i-dont-know who guy, and they dont know each other. Ohgod, how scary.

I have to go now, moving on.

They told me i didnt need you.

So marie's going through this, omg-i'm-so-busy lifestyle now. And i'm lovin' it. Though i'm stressed out by danceworks and tests. This reminds me, there's statistics test tmr. I'm a screwed up Math student. Gahh, i'm in no mood to care. A few hours ago, the hairstylist screwed up my hair. Excuse me!? It's for CNY? I'm staying home this chinese new year, and i mean it!

Shopping spree ytd, with the company of Jiahui. She's so indecisive i tell you. Took so long to decide whether to buy those brown cordrouy pants. I love shopping mann, it's a major stress reliever! I still queston why dad says "it's a waste of time'. So please pardon the irregular posts during this period of time. I gotta manage my time and eliminate the extra! : D This is so workin' yo.



Valentines day is coming! I'm gonna get my dress for my date with the secret admirer! No, kidding. I'll be spending valentines day with Pulchritude. Yknow how they say, "go through thick and thin, festivals and seasons?' HAWHAWHAW. I totally didnt make that up. I havent bought the gifts yet. But i'm utterly broke thanks to the constant overeating. Have i mentioned I'm-so-over diets? Diets are so last summer, fatsos are in the trend! Skinny people, please make your way to the dustbin, thanks.

Though i love dance so so much, i kinda miss after school lunches. Havent been keeping up with people lately and the gossips getting around make meso clueless about everything. What makes a girl without gossip mann? Hoho, i sound like such a bitch.

Dinner time! Hooray for food!

Anxiety attacks;

It's Saturday, 10th Feb 12:45 am. I usually dont consider the next day till i wake up from my sleep. So yeah. So anyway, tmr's full dress. With the comm seniors syf people and all. Gahh. I'm so scared. : ( Imagine the real day. GAHH.

25 Feb, Sunday. Everyone be at Marina Square to support Pulchritude! : D

I was supposed to see the doctor today, he went for some holiday. So we ended up shopping. Mum and Mindy bought their CNY clothes. So many ehh! I need pumps like badly. I need to shop! But sadly there isnt time. ):

Okay so back to danceworks. I'm afraid i'd let loose again. Okay, time to psyche myself. MARIE LEE WILL TIGHTEN. Gahh, just loosen up and i'll look like i'm flinging again. Bad habits die hard, so true yall. My stomach hurts, and my ankle hurts too. Bloody hell, I hope i pull through dance tmr. I'm a bloody weakling lah. I'm so tired.

I've gotta wake up at 7 tmr to paint the capsule for danceworks. Cause the glue isnt dry yet. Oh danggg, i'm so screwed. It has to be done by 930. Tell me how! I'm gonna get blasted. So there's dance at Youth Park tmr, should i go? I have lotsa work not done, not studied. I cant cope lah, seriously. Mabel's going, and she's bugging me to. Now Mindy wants to go. Mum and Dad'll go too. No, i'm kidding. Mabel did quite okay for Os. : D Lets not mention no nothing about Science Prac nor Chinese test. I screwed it all. Then again, when did i seem to care (well thats acc to mum)?

Meanwhile it's time for me to get some good sleep for the long day tmr. Farewell folks.

Lose weight lose weight lose weight!

Looking through the hourglass, dont know what has gone and passed.

I'm so bloody pissed. I cant find my freaking glasses! So now i'm wearing the old ones which look like crap. Ohgod, and the degree is making me giddy. Okay now, i feel so damn stressed. I hate school. I hate damn Ms Au that keeps saying it's the end of me, just cause i cant memorise the freaking chemical formulaes. Why do teacher's keep putting us down. Arent they supposed to encourage us? Pfft. I'm so used to this.

I love dance, yey i love dance. But nobody friggin listens to me! Oh feel my pain. I dont blame them, cause i'm totally younger. But hello?! For the sake of the competition yall! I mean, you can just not care about me. But the competition?! Omgomgomg, yall can be the death of me. :/ Danceworks is coming, i'm so scared. We're totally not up for it. We gotta work.. ten times harder! Easier said then done, really.

I have so much to study, my world revolves around, studying and dance. Well thank goodness for dance if not there'll be no more ways to destress! Jiaher and Jaime have been shopping. I wanna go too. I'm so sad i tell you. Okay Marie shutup and stop complaining. I'm such a pig, i have chai tiau kway today. I swear nothing works. FOOD IS JUST LOVE.

I have to study now.
I FORGOT TO BUY PVA GLUE. How now brown cow?

Note to self: Youre too busy for any of these right now, toss them at the back of your mind and concentrate on what needs to be done.

Happy i shall be.

Marie never ever gets anything right. I bloody hell screwed up at Techniques today lah. I cant help but be such a sucker. Spins are all wrong, feet not pointed, not on demi. Oh god, you see how much i suck. Okay, lets just do hiphop all year round. And still, my hiphop isnt too up to standard. Well i gotta keep working. The expectations of us at dance is so pressurising, Bel was so angry today. Freaked me out like totally. Dance hard marie, DANCE HARD.

I can do this, i can do this, i can do this. Miss Wee is nice, Miss wee is nice, Miss wee is nice.

I swear nothing's working. Okay now heck that. I'm so scared for Science Prac, i tell you i'll just forget howta turn on the bunsen burner, and sit there and cry yknow. Seriously, i never get anything right when my nerves act up on me. Like oh god, now how. Omg how depressing is this. I dont ever listen in class, gotta get rid of that bloody book i write in every period of the day.

Now someone tell me, why did Japan fight the Japanese Occupation? Like whyy, why are they so bloody mean.

I hate math! Oh god, why are we learning to draw tables?! Not like i'll every become a table-drawer. What am i talking about. I'm not auditioning for the musical, Marie Lee stop being ambitious. I have to get my act together, stop getting distracted and dance and study hard! I keep lying to myself. I feel so fat, you big blob of fats. And are you suprised? I wouldnt mind being anorecxic. Funny how far people go for vanity.

LOSE WEIGHT MARIE, LOSE WEIGHT. STOP EATING MANN. AND STOP THOSE MILO BREAKS. HEY FAT MARIE, HELLO MARIE/FATASS. HELLO FATSO.
Come on, i can so do this. Lose the weight, lose it fast. (At least before danceworks).

I'm angry no longer sad, but angry and disappointed. I feel like drowning in a big sea. And never coming back.

Giving up.

Okay, marie will from now on. Concentrate on her studies and dance. And stop letting other things distract her. Yes, i can do it mann. So there's Science prac, Chinese test, and Essay exam next week. Oh not forgetting the auditions and danceworks practice. Goodbye after school lunches. No wonder Mabel says dance shuts you off from your social life. I guess so.

So i just finished my homework, packed my geog file and planned out my week. Yes, i'm all set for the challenge mann, like bring it on! : DD Ohmy, i suddenly feel so, accomplished. HAHAHAH, I cant believe i'm saying this.

All these stuff i'm saying, totally contradicts what i'm doing. The books are in the locker! I never ever bring any books home. Aiight, i suck. Oh! I brought my shou ce home though. That rocks lah. Whee, i'm high on mars bars. See the calories? I havent had one in 234513451 year. We deserve to treat ourselves a little at the end of the week. : D

Note to you two: Oh, what's new. You'd prolly be guessing how much life sucks for me without yall. But let me prove you wrong, i dont see no more need in getting upset cause of people like you guys. Yeah boy, crush us and bring us down. That doesnt make you a better person. Maybe doing these stuff just makes you feel better bout yourself. If it does, go on breaking hearts. In the the ones hurt wont be us no more. You guys have totally no idea how much this hurts me. But i guess you dont really care. So guess what? I wont care too. So lets just pretend the past year hasn't happened. Isnt this the way you want things?

Ohgod Marie, get a grip.

But all i really want is to hold you tight.

Dance really cheers me up, whole lot. Though i felt so inferior at the YouthPark Remix class just awhile ago. I'm sitting at staring, but i feel a whole lot of endorphines running through my body. : D This rocks. Dance is good, makes me happy and the company makes everything better. I'm so going for next week's class.

School's going so not well, my geog file's not done. Or should i say, everything's not done. Homework's in a mess and chemicals and ions give me headaches. Tell me i'm not too involved in dance. I think without dance i'd just be an emo kid. Bonnie, Khym, Jiahui, and Jewel are just so funny. My dance coaches are so hawt. But they're ideas are so queer, Mud people? EEKS!

I turn away, by the next second i turn back, i see everything splitting up. Oh gosh, how much this hurts me. Everyone's hurting everyone. I hate seeing these things happen. What happened to our happy holidays. Everyone was so happy then, i understand things change and hearts too. But why, the sudden change? It's like as if everything's planned. Like as if things are meant this way.

I guess some things are just meant to be, and that everything happens for a reason. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise, maybe it's an obstacle we have to overcome, maybe things arent that bad. I just hope for the best because i rmb when everyone was happy and that time was the time of my life.

I feel pressure, like it's a thousand blocks piling on me, causing each part of me to crumble down.
Friendships, dance, school, I salute whoever can juggle it all.

Like when youre stuck in a rut, that refuses to budge.

Sometimes you allow things to get the better of you, you think youre hanging on strong but you see things falling apart one by one. You are alright, but when all else fades you see the broken part of you left behind. Then the cycle starts again.

I'm utterly disappointed, i hate the fact you think youre the only one. The fact that only 'Me' revolves around your world. I used to see you as such a great friend, the one i thought i could lean on. Well blame me, and my stupidity. And my horrible skill of judging people.

Things dont only concern one, they concern all. I hope you do see that. And that seeing things like this makes me angry, but even more hurt. So if you dont mind, please excercise some consideration for us, and quit your brandwhore bestfriend shit. It ain't getting no where for me, and it shouldnt be for you.

Friends, cant live with them, cant live without them. Things get bitchy, no one bothers. What happened to everything we thought we shared. Other than the bitching, the telling tales and all the rest left bad. Friends forever, i believed once that existed. I believed that existed in us. Now i think it's just a catchy phrase humans use to decieve. I learnt my lesson, now i'm just paying for naiveity.

If you think it hurts you to go through this,
it kills me.
Thanks for the stab right there,
you woke me up,
Told me to thank you for all that crap.
Well thanks, i wont ever fall for your trap.

Life's imperfections.

Samp, Jewel and Rachael said i lost weight! Like whoooo. School went past fast, except for the stupid science thing we had to stay for. Pfft, Ms Au makes me hate science. Anyway, dance is getting intensive. With daily practices till six, and tuition after that. I'm going mad. But busy lives make me forget to eat. So thats good. Then i'll have a good body for CNY! I've always had this weight obsession thing. Cant get over it yknow. Tsk.

My sisters are going to JB to get clothes tmr. And i'll be alone at home. School sucks. ):

Time for the run!
I can't believe you, i really thought we were friends. Now that we're this far, I dont see a need for trying to salvage this.

Happy kids drink blood, irony.

School today was very very good. Double Math passed in a flash. But i didnt get anything in the end. Ohwells, i'll just figure out. Recess was so, high. HAHA, i swear Meishi's so mean. Insisting i'm bimbo and all that. Tskk. Then Jiaher just kept laughing. Oh god, I'm so upset. I dont know whats a doumiao. And cos of that she called me a bimbo, like wth right? I'm so not bimbo! Like ew, who wants to be bimbo mann. So tell me, whats a doumiao? Tag my board okay, i really dont wanna be called a bimbo cause of that. HA.

There's bloody red house cheer tmrw. Bloody cause it's red house. Hah, no. I'm.so.not.excited. And why? Because Auyong's not joining. I swear she's such a idiot. I'll never persuade her to join. Rahh, and since the people i like arent joining, and well viceversa, I'M SO RELUCTANT. Samp and I will reconsider. But i think without us red house will die, cos the majority are secones, and i only think they can fly. And not base, so how? Tell me how, now. HAHAHA.

Steph Liau, Shalyn, Aly, and Rachael are such funny people. Alyssa is so wierd. She's in love with her ruler and caresses it. Like what is that?! Oh god, some one wake her up. (Hello Aly, i know youre gonna kill me.) It's the last day of Jan! Time flies, i'm scared. Cos i'm supposed to lose weight by CNY, but i'm not doing anything about it. Ohwells, hello fatso. What's for supper today!?

I'm pretty busy this week, Mon, Wed, Fri, Sat, Sun are gone. ):

Your hands are mine to hold.

I have loads to rant about today. I hate teachers, I'm fully aware how immature this sounds. But i'm too fuly aware, how immature teachers are. OH GOD, SAVE ME NOW. Laoshi spent about half a period on telling us to learn Tingxie(?!), I mean if she really wanted us to have Tingxie today she shouldve just made us learn on the spot or smth. I just think the whole half of the period used lecturing us was uncalled for, and for that matter, waste of time. See how much time wasted due to angst and immaturity? Hoho, i'm jolly good at this.

Then we had Science. Ms Au scolded us for laughing. Like what is that?! Omg, i swear she's so queer. I mean, we wouldnt have laughed if she didnt say smth funny right? Or i think she's just funny looking. I think i'm gonna be sued for this, cos it's Singapore and we get sued for everything. I'm talking rubbish again. But seriously, we just giggled. And who in the world doesnt know that Ij girls laugh the most, and loudest? Like, no one. But no doubt i learnt smth, Ammonia smells like the thing they put on my hair at the salon! Ew, stinkkyy stuff. But i betcha didnt know that right! HARHARHAR.

I had cramps during PE today. I felt like dying yknow. I had like blackouts every few minutes when i ran, so i started walking. :/ Everyone, if you see Marie Lee faint in school please dont let her die. Please catch her when she falls so she wont suffer a concusion. Thank you, god will bless you. : D That was just in case, now i'm so frail (I dont know why) there's any moment i can faint and i would like it if i had a concusion.

Result of the cramps and recovering cough, I didnt go for dance. Sam and I were waiting till 4 for Danceworks so we could go to the dancestudio. But at about four plus-ish we got tired and so we went home. Thus, i'm home! Oh god, i feel so retarded today. It's the cramps, I swear it's just the cramps. Marie isnt like this. Nopes, she isnt.

So we're on to forth week of school, and i think school so far just went by in a stressful surreal blur. All the subjects are manageable except! See, there's always an except. Except for Science and Chinese. I listen so hard for science okay. I just have absolutely no interest for Chemistry. Though i write so many poems about two souls chemically reacting into love. There's nothing else i love about Chemistry other than love. And apparently that sucks. Chinese is a bei(memorise) subject. Every year to pass chinese i memorise the way of writing the words and i'd be fine. But this year there's compre and it carries so many marks i could die to pass Chinese. Meanwhile i'll just keep telling myself 'Huayu cool!' and 'Da jia xu yao leng jing'. : DDD

I have to go to plazasing tmr to collect some Ipod charger thing. I have no one to go with, are you free Alyssa Lim Pei Ning? :D

Your hands are mine to hold.

Baby, come back to me.

#Plugs: Take that - Patience

Nat Kim and Lynette just left, i swear they're such funny people. We managed half of the proposal done, i guess i'll just help them finish up. It's afterall quite an easy task. And the rest of the time they were having fun with my accesories. Playing dress up and all. You see, we never really do grow up. Hoho.




I think lynette looks like a bimbotic astronaunt. HAHA.


They found this pictureof Meishi Bimbo Koon (haha) and I in my phone. During the hols i guess. It just makes me miss my holidays even more. Come on god, everyone needs a break! Not just a kitkat, but a breaaakkkk.

Dad's taking me shopping on tuesday after school, i dont know why. But ohwells, anything other than staying home for hmk. Like ew. Now i have to go and copy all the files from the old computer for my sister, cos my dad says 'She'll take for ever.' Well then i could too! It's just i'm being a nice and good sister, and i dont rely on my other sisters to help me with stuff. Oh god, irritant. : /

Will to survive.

Nat Kim and Lynette are coming over later today. To get our Science Proj done. I predict nothing will be done cos we'll always end up playing. Nehh, what a failure. I'm hungry now, and there's a chicken pie sitting in front of me at the dining where i'm seated, but i'm not allowed to eat it. It's the phlegm yall. ):

I'm still on medicaton yknow, and that sucks. Because it totally destroy your appetite for the rest of the day. Okay fine, it's pretty good for dieting, thing is i gave up on diets alr. Yknow how my favourite Dove comercial goes, Campaign For Real Beauty? Yes, good.

Two minutes have passed, i'm now eating the chicken pie. God says, "Never give in to temptation." How sinful.

DO NO GO TO THE XANGA BLOG.
I'm lazy and i have returned home to blogger. ET PHONES HOME! : D

I feel stupid again.

Emo boys, and Twohill haircuts.



Hello all, I like my title today, it's pretty cute. Afterall it so depicts everyone's lives now. This is gonna be a quick one. Sorry for not blogging for days, my schedules are jamm packed. Finished geog proj today, so it's like a load off my mind. Then i'll be missing out on Belly dance tmr, one way of destressing off my schedule, if i go mad, i wont be suprised myself. : D

Fun lunch the other day was fun btw, i think the Fun people make the unhappy side of me go away. : D I love you fun.

I like this picture cos i look like a retarded nerdy doof. Hah.

It's dinner with the family!

Cant live, if living is without you.

I feel like a tap. I cant stop sneezing, and tearing. This is what i call, a cold. Which btw, sucks. Pfft. Marie's fever has subsided, tremendously. (Like thank goodness.) And so, it's time to catch up on homework. Luckily Meishi will be able to pass me my hmk later or i'd be totally dead tmrw.

And i sort of can't talk nor eat now, my throat's hurting like whoaaa. So i've been just living on soup. Hah, what misery. But ohwells, who ever said eating was good. Lose weight marieeee.

Heartbreaks and Sorrows.

I'm still suffering from my fever. It sucks cos each time i stand up i get dizzy. Then i'd sit down again. I feel like some crippled. And all i've been doing is, to the doctor's, sleep, medicine, sleep, medicine. And the cycle goes on. Now my head still hurts. And everywhere i look is blur. God knows why.

I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well!

It's the first time in my life i actually want to go to school. Oh god, this sucks. And i missed Techniques and Danceworks! on monday. I heard they've learnt new steps! Gahh. Then i was supposed to go and buy cloth with Isabel on monday. I was sick, and i couldnt join her. Now i feel so bad. Plus my share of the cloth? I have yet to pay. OMG, it sucks being sick.

And yknow the worse part of everything is that i'm craving for food, but i have no appetite. And seeing mum and gramps fighting over Eastern or Western medicine is better, makes me feel so bad. Yknow it's like two mothers screaming at the top of their voices in the living. It makes the walls vibrate.

Mum says i wont make it to school tmrw. How?! Then i'll be missing out on everything again. Pfft. And hmk! I havent done any, i'm screwed. And Science, Geog projects, Dancewroks! preparations, and DNT. Ah, i'm.so.dead.

I'm craving for milo dinosaur, see what i mean?

Just so you know.

Pe tmrw! Eew, I'm like so worn out. Pe sucks, esp when we have to play ball. I'm ball-phobic. I HAVE TO LIKE CARRY THE BALLS AROUND, EE. Not in that sense, but okay nvm. Then there's science. And tingxie! Omg, i never EVER learn tingxie. I'm such a failure i swear, yeahh all the rubbishy resolutions about studying hard. I gues tingxie doesnt matter lah. HAHAHA. Excuses excuse marie. Omg, you suck lah.

I HATE SCHOOL. I HATE STRESS.

But on a lighter note, it's fabric shopping with Isabel tmrw! I love that barbie girl lah! :D

OUR COSTUME IS ROCKINGGGGGG.
I'M HIGHH.

I missed you, youve been far away for far too long.

I dont know what to blog about. My msn's mood swinging at me now. Dammit. The tailor's coming tmr for the Danceworks! costume. Damnn, i dont want lah. Pfft, make me depressed only. MARIE LEE YOU FAT ASS, GO LOSE SOME WEIGHT LAH.

Yanling and Isabel are barbie girls. HAHA, you two retards lah.

I hate you!

I wish you knew i was there.

I dont wanna blog about school. After Animagine was studying at Bishan Library. Managed to complete Math hmk. : DD Jiaher allows me to copy hers. Very well done my dearest bimbo. Met mum at about 7 plus-ish had dinner and went home. What a brief description.

I'm not gonna bother doing Art. Cos i'm at absolute loss, and i dont know what Mrs Chua's speaking about because of her wierd slang. I'm not racist btw. Rahh, today's a wierd day. I dont know what i'm saying.

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And so i suddenly feel like i've never felt before. The weakness, I feel. Thats overpowering me. Maybe it's just me, making myself feel this way. Or maybe it's you. And now being caught in this distracts me from everything else, i shouldnt be distracted from. It's times like this i hate myself for feeling this way. Now even a single minute spent alone- silent, leads me to thinking. Of you, and of the things i hate being reminded of. So will you come, come and stop this pain tonight? Cause yknow with whats happening now, it's hurting me.

You make me lose my mind.

I'm sick and tired of wearing a smile.

I'm sick, okay i'm better now. I was sick. Thus i didnt go to school, what a conrtradictory from my previous post. Mum wanted me home, so yeahh. I'm bored. I've been sleeping alot. It's good cos i'm just getting back the sleep i've lost. Chem sucks, i spent like a whole lot time memorising the ions and elements. Pfft. Sucks like whooaaaa. School's up tmrw again. I have stupid enrichment animation thing till 245. Why oh why, do we have to go through this? Bahh, i hate it.

Phototaking yesterday didnt go well, being class comm, I HAD to sit first row. Bahh, give me a feeling that i'm short. Cos shorter ones used to sit in primary school. RAHH. Anyway after all these years in school i never ever look good in class photos. I'm so upset. The tailor is coming by tmr, for danceworks. Ahh, i hate taking measurements, it's so demoralising. Okay, time to diet. HAWHAWHAW. I swear, my dieting never works. Cos you arent supposed to enjoying diet, but somehow i do. That means, i'm eating happily. Diets are supposed to be miserable right? HAHAHA, maybe.

I think my brain's screwed. I dont seem to be making sense. Ohwells. I'm so glad, dance recurits are pages full. : D Go dance ensemble! Yeahh, though i almost died that techniques ytd. Okay, i shall stop complaining. Sheesh.

Like finallyyy Rachael!

Dont you know? Youre hurting me so.

Fever!

It's frustrating how i constantly try my hardest to practice what's given to me, but when the real thing comes i go blank. Great example, this afternoon. I've tried so hard mastering my pirouettes okay, I perfect it at home, once, twice, three times. Subsequently everything got worse. Then today at the dance studio, I couldnt do it, at all. I landed wrong leg infront. ): I tell you, i fell like plucking my legs off. So after much practice, i finally could do it. Yeah, what happened next? DOUBLE PIROUETTE. Omg, you will never understand how i felt. Sucks like BAHHH. This happens at tests too, gosh marie you suck lah.

I'm now, officially sick. Nopes, doesnt excuse me from school, nor dance. At least i wont allow myself to. With a fever, a headache, and a big blister i feel like crying out loud. ): Omg lah. Bahh, i feel so stressed now. It's the third week of school and i'm alr dreading it. This sucks, i used to be so nice and happy. Bahh, now i'm stressed and unhappy with my life. !$!@#@!!@!@

I need to destress, lunch tmrw anyone?

Hello, sweetheart.

I shouldve seen this coming.

CCA Orientation today. Perfromance was good, not our best though. Some how without the pressure of public audience i dont do as well. I guess. Then i went for lunch with the dancers. Then later met Rachael and Aly. Hah, after that we met up with Val and Auyong. Walked around orchard aimlessly and then they decided to Bishan. Today's the first time i wanted to leave and go home first, quite funny. So ohwells, i went home bathed and slept. What a boring life i lead. I was suprised myself i could fall asleep, insomnia has become a part of me.

So i guess life's like this and that everything happens for a reason. What's meant to be, will be. And what isnt, will not turn out that way. So accpeting that is a stepping stone for being a happier person. I have never anyway, been a total emo kid. And i guess there's not much use of fretting over it. I'll take things by my stride, and hopefully things will change for the better.

So yall for being so glum today, i guess i was merely tired. : D

I'm incomplete.

CCA Orientation tmr, it's 1130. One our ago i was fretting over what to wear. Right now i'm still at a loss. How now? Perform naked? I aint gonn do that. Bahh, i will find a way. Tmrw's buffet lunch is off! : DDD It's postponed to next Sat. Yeahhhfoooo.

Something happened at dance, and i'm still fuming. Okay, come marie. Breathee.

Yeah, go on, take charge, you are afterall in charge right? No this isnt our thing, its your thing. Yes, no group effort. Not at all. It's all about you, you, you. Everyone wants the best for the group, dont you? I dont think so. And complain about us not being there to help, we are now here to help. No, you refuse. But then again in the first place, you dont even turn up for a single shit. No one to brief us, no one to instruct. Think youre in charge? Think again. Please practice some responsibility, and stop being so childish crying 'How, they dont wanna help me! Mummy!' Ohmy please, no one has time for that. You say we dont help, when we contribute ideas, you say we are troublesome cos we keep changing stuff. It has a whole room to improve, if you dont wanna win, tell us, we'll get you changed. Thanks, bitch and goodbye.

Even when your hope is gone, move along just to make it through.

It's true when they say raining days make people sad. Cos they do, and I've just been extra gloomy since the time i got home. Whatver, lunch with jiaher and Rachael was fun! Bishan library is not the place for rachael to be mann. HAHAHA.

&No, you dont look at me the way you did before.
That hurts me so, seeing you walk out that door.

Your spirit pulls me through.

I'm going through a phase now, acc to mummy. No it's not a phase, Ive been going throuhg this since the day i was born. I'M F-A-T. A big chunk of blobby flabby jiggly fats around my body. ): I'm upset. Rahhh, excercise and eat less Marie. You suck lah.

I'm gonn add smth else on my new year resolution list. To be able to swallow a tablet! : D Unlike the others, they can just pop it in gulp some water and recover. As for me, I have to pund it into powder and then add water and drink it down. Which makes it more hard to gulp down as well. I'm sucha baby i can't stand myself.

I think i need tuition for Maths and Science. Anyone care to offer some help? Mum's signing me up for tuition anyways. So that means less time for me to hang out. Bahh, sadness. My hiccups have been lasting for 3 minutes alr. Anyway, Aly and i are gonna study hard and lose weight this year. YAY YAY YAY. I feel so target-ful. Okay, i dont make sense.

I'm so afraid to show i care.

Your spirit pulls me through.

I'm going through a phase now, acc to mummy. No it's not a phase, Ive been going throuhg this since the day i was born. I'M F-A-T. A big chunk of blobby flabby jiggly fats around my body. ): I'm upset. Rahhh, excercise and eat less Marie. You suck lah.

I'm gonn add smth else on my new year resolution list. To be able to swallow a tablet! : D Unlike the others, they can just pop it in gulp some water and recover. As for me, I have to pund it into powder and then add water and drink it down. Which makes it more hard to gulp down as well. I'm sucha baby i can't stand myself.

I think i need tuition for Maths and Science. Anyone care to offer some help? Mum's signing me up for tuition anyways. So that means less time for me to hang out. Bahh, sadness. My hiccups have been lasting for 3 minutes alr. Anyway, Aly and i are gonna

For the will to carry on.


Sunset today was so nice. : D Nice sunsets makes me happy.

Laoshi is a mean person. She scolded me for braiding my hair in class and then told the whole class not to follow. I was just braiding my hair! I'm so upset. We had PE today. And i am PE rep! Mrs Nics is so nice. : DD We took height and weight. I'm not gonna make myself emo anymore. Excercise, Eat less, Lose weight, Be happy. : D Do you know that if youre heavy boned you minus 3kg? : DDDDD

Dance today was gruelling. Ms Wee lestured us AGAIN. Okay, you arent suprised. Danceworks was, okay i admit i didnt put in enough energy and all. But i was darn tired for PE, Techniques, and lessson earlier. ):

I'm done with the English blogskin! : DDDD

Happy birthday, Wilson.

I guess its over.

I'm happy now! I'm gonna put an end to all these emoshit and be happy!
I'm so gonna forget about missing you.

I'm still wondering about how i'm supposed to have enough energy for tmr, and all the other mondays till danceworks. Lets see, PE in the morning, lessons, extra Lit, Techniques, Danceworks. I'm gonna faint and die i tell you. : / Nvm, i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy still cos afterall its dance. YAY.

My comp is lagging now and it's thanks to mum for asking me to transfer the belly dancing song into her phone. BAHH. I'm still not done with the English blogskin. Like i'm so clueless how it should be done. 40 people in the class, why me? Not that i'm complaining or any of that sort, but i'm so lost. And dangg, to be done by next week, tmr's monday.

Thanks to Alyssa Lim Pei Ning, I'm addicted to Nick Lachey and Westlife now. Three cheers for ol' school. : D

Lovers to friends.

I hate feeling like this. Stab me, so i dont have to go through this.

I want you in my fairytale ending.

I didnt expect any of this to happen. Any of us to end up on the same boat. I dont like feeling like this, i dont like making things so complicating for everyone. & For making you be in such a spot. I never thought i'd spill the beans, I never thought anyone would know. I thought i could keep it hush, I thought i could make things appear better. I dont want us to fall apart, I dont want this to be the way it is. I just hate myself for feeling this way about you.

-

Just when i thought things would turn out better. I got losta things running through my mind. And there I was thinking i could forget abt it, then came more problems. I hate feeling like this.

I can't break free from the things that you do.

School's been okay, and lunches make my day. So after a pretty long lunch at Bishan, again, I went to meet mum. Brought Aunty Jenny to the sinseh and then we went for porridge. Mum says i'm sick cos i'm not having a good appetite and all. But in actual fact i'm just on a diet. : / Mrs Nicholas is taking our height and weight on monday. I dont want. ):

Long car ride home from the sinseh's made me think alot.

So the wierdest part of everything that happened is, people can just forget that anything had actually happened. Funny huh? No, i dont think so because it utterly pisses me off and makes me upset all day. So i was thinking why does everyone care so much about physical appearance? I'm one of those who're obsessed over them, i think we're just built like this. Though i still constantly believe that in every beast there's beatuy, and viceversa depending on the situation. This is the wierd part people seldom see the good in things, but keep complaining and having incontentments about how sucky their lives are. I mean, I'm like this too. But sometimes i wonder why we're constantly like this, without having an ability to not be like this. Oh wells.

She's all broken up inside,
&Feels the need to hide.
Cause missing him crushes her,
But she tells herself to deny.
Already she thinks he's her only one,
But now he says they're done.
She's stuck in this position,
with her broken heart all burned.

A part of me will always be with you.

Day two of school year 2007, alright i must say. Well at least better than expceted. Hah, first four periods of science was spent free. But we had to keep so quiet, so i decided to start writing letters. And also abit of catching up with Lynette. Goshh, she makes me laugh.

I'm still suffering from my headache it's an on and off thing, and it lasted the whole day so far. I dont like. And besides it's raining so havily now, it's getting pretty cold. Not to mention the thunder is freaking me out as well. Sucks to be alone at home. I'm supposed to be at Jakarta with Bigsis for a wedding, but i chose not to go, i guess it's one person less to put up with my PMS. Ohwells.

Lit today was freaky, and going into details will just scare everyone away from my blog. Oh and look what a great friend Rachael Lye is.


I never found the words to say; says:
Ohh dyou know i'mm gonn try to quit bitching!
I never found the words to say; says:
Haha, cool right!
lyelye; just hold my hand, and when the lights go out, you'll understand. says:
omg. are you sure you can, cause i am not gonna get use to it and i know you can;t stop it.
lyelye; just hold my hand, and when the lights go out, you'll understand. says:
HAHA.
I never found the words to say; says:
Ehh! Wet blanket!

Yeahh, i'm trying everyone! Try people! Make yourself a better person! I cant believe this is coming outta me. Hahaha.

Youre the one i think about each day;

Ridin' dirty.

And so i just sat through a whole day of school. Sec two, sec two. Tell yourself youre Sec two, quit playing and think OLD. School was, i dont know. I got sucky teachers this year. My form teacher is a cheena teacher and she's so annoying. Pissing us off on the first day, shit you. But yknow what? I think she wont be able to control us. She keeps insisting that we're 'one big family' now. Nooo, please.

Morning assembly was a dread. Teachers cant get enough of talking mann, haha. New year, new rules. We now have the laboratory pass thingaling. It's totally like how they have school in the states, so much western influence.

So many funny conversations today.

Marie: Omg, she's back from her maternity leave!
Jiaher: Yeah, she's like so scary now, so skinny!
Marie: She looks freaking hot lah!
Jiaher: She's so freaking skinny!
Marie: Yeahh, she lost her boobs.
Jiaher: She lost it to her new born son.

Hahahahaha!
And like half the school has bangs now. Thus mine's going off to the side, ahh, cant believe i thought of trimming it short again. Aiight, forget it. Went to J8 after school, coincedentally met the dudes. Hah, J8's sucha typical hangout.

School keeps me away from the things i hate thinking about. It's good, cos then i'll be a happy kid.

Cos the hardest part of this, is leaving you.

Like a splinter in my thumb; you're not going anywhere.
Not like I care 'cause I've got used to it.
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back;
Then I forget 'cause I've grown immune to it;
Go figure it.

So whatever the fishballs, I fought with dad. Yeah, great way to start the school semester. But heck that, I'm sorry Rachael for making you like so upset today cos i was so quiet. I didnt feel in the mood to be hanging out during that instant. Today's just an exceptionally unhappy day for me. Not unhappy, okay i dont know what word to use.

Jiahui is my happypill. And confiding in her just makes me feel so much better. Thanks much, dear.

HAPPY 2007!

I know i'm kinda late since it's alr 9:37. Yesterday was so fun, yet traumatizing. Okay, i'm not sure what i'm talking about. I'm quite lazy to blog, but i'm racist and people-phobic. No, please dont ask why. ):

First event of 2007! Granny's birthday lunch. We've never had it a lunch thing, but this time it was cos, i dont know either. Whole fam went to this small Hongkong restaurant thing. Then we went to get Mabel and Mummy's new phones, and then shopped around Marina square.

First day of 2007 has been, tiring. Cos i slept at 4, last night. Dont remind me, mama said i had alot of dark circles today, and she wants to boil some herb again. OH MY. Smelly smelly herbs.

New year means, resolutions. And my resolutions are,

1. BE SKINNY
2. Save money! Eat less!
3. Study hard!
4. DANCE HARD.
5. Stop disappointing Daddy. ):
6. STOP THE MOLESTERS.

Pretty good start for the new year right?

Have a jolly 2007 everyone.